| Can't take it anymore... |
[23 Jun 2006|02:52pm] |
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It happened without anyone’s notice
Everyone searched for her but she was just gone
They asked themselves how that could have happened
But the question seemed to never be answered
It was a morning just like today when she felt she couldn’t take it anymore
She ended up with her destiny as a new one was born
Her parents didn’t care, they didn’t even know the way she felt wasn’t a simple game anymore
She didn’t do it for people to feel sorry for her, neither as a call for attention
It was just the mere situation that made hell pull the trigger and end up with her misery
And she did it, she disappeared without a sound
And the air was the only witness in her crime
The guilty was searched without succeeding, as he had vanished into a new life
The mystery was left unsolved ‘til the day they found her soul trapped in these pages locked by a word
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| A blurry reality |
[23 Jun 2006|02:47pm] |
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 wiu wiu... bad poems =( |
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I watch her as she comes smiling and laughing, as she usual does
And that’s enough to fool the rest,
But not to fool someone like me
As they go I stay to see her real face
What is that makes her so mysterious?
Doesn’t she live the perfect life?
Has got the perfect friends?
But I look into her eyes, and I see the real girl
Why is that darkness inside of her?
All the laughs and smiles, are they just to pretend?
Everyone thinks she’s the ideal gal
If they just knew the truth
If they looked into her eyes, as I always do
If they felt the way she feels right now
Wouldn’t they suffer too?
Wouldn’t they pretend just like her?
Or would they hide their faces as everyone else?
No one really knows, not even you
It’s just one of those life mysteries that this world brings to you
And while you live your perfect life, you can’t see the reality around you
A reality like it or not will happen one day to you.
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| Out... |
[23 Jun 2006|02:41pm] |
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I don’t care if you made me confused
how could I have been that stupid?
There is more out in that world
Smiles and happy songs
A happy ending for everyone
You used to break me up
Needed to cry my eyes out
Those days are over
I give a fuck now!
Wouldn’t it be awesome?
For it to only has been a dream?
Reality calls me back
I’m sorry if I waked up
to make life seem right
it’s much easier this time
No more drama
Lights are out
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| Puede ● ● It could |
[09 May 2006|05:52pm] |
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LOL! creative? XD |
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Puede que la soledad haya apoderado mi mente
Y el dolor ocupado mis palabras
pero sólo hay una palabra
que me haga cambiar todo
Puede hacer que mis pensamientos
Se desvíen
Y se pierdan en la lujuria, desesperación y dolor
Que cualquier alma enamorada puede sentir
Puede que el monólogo de mis lágrimas
Y el canto de mis suspiros
Creen la más triste melodía
Que armonice mi vida
Sólo necesito lo que no puedo tener
Lo que tantas veces negué sentir
Por miedo
Por odio
Por amor
Es que el viento del invierno
Puede calentar mi corazón
Y obligarme a sentir
Tú fuiste mi excusa.
Y mi solución.
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It could be that solitude is living in my mind
and the pain is living in my words
but, there is just ONE word
that could make me change everything
It could make my thoughts
get deflected
and they get lost un the lust, desperation and pain
that any soul in love could feel
It could that the monologue of my tears
and the song of my whispers
would made the saddest melody
that match with my life
I just need that I can't have.
So many times i denied to feel
Afraid of that
Hating that
Loving that.
You were mi excuse.
And my solution.
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| All I am |
[09 May 2006|05:49pm] |
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mood |
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duh!!! |
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music |
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my keybord? |
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I could be everything that you want
But I didn’t want to
I refused to be a stupid person
All I was
more than a handshake or a grin
more than a poem
You can pretend all you want to
I really don’t care
I could give you a second chance
Chance to do something good
But I don’t want to
You don’t deserve that
I believed in you
Farther than I should
I just wanted a thing
A rescue never could
I was alone in the dark
I’m afraid of myself
I’m afraid of my eyes
I don’t want to see the real world
All I’m not
Everything is falling in the reality
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| Can u see...? |
[09 May 2006|05:45pm] |
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mood |
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duh... |
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music |
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dashboard confessional |
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I’m bleeding
I’m crying
Not for you
I’m crying for those things that I was
I’m bleeding for myself
For this stupid love that I’m feeling
You idiot
Can you see?
I’m breaking inside
For these words that you never said
And it’s problably the reason
For that I’m standing here
Writing
And becoming
In that person that I don’t want to be
Cold and stupid
Dying for you
Crying for you
These words are real
More real than you and me
I’m exhausted
Of this bullshit
That blinds my eyes
Wake up
The obvious things
Are in front of your eyes
Can you see them?
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